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head getting bigger	it is just getting BIGGER

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Name: mei
Birthday: 10/29/1986
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Saturday, November 20, 2004

disappointment

is constantly swept over like tidal wave. this emotion just attacked me

from time to time. everytime after my exam, i never felt light on my chest. my heart carried so much burden, so much anger until i felt i no longer weighed 45kg

. everything seemed so heavy

on me. i felt pain on my shoulders, not literally though. but those unwelcomed emotions were incredibly overwhelming. i nearly drowned, losing myself, losing direction in life.

i felt more pain when i knew others could do better than i do.

so the question is, am i becoming "kiasu"?
am i the person who inflict pain on myself?
or perhaps comparison kills!?!?

i really cannot write more. i wish i can write a better blog than this. those unspeakable confusion. those unanswered questions will just leave alone here.

till then, signing off! i still have infectious disease. i mean i still have not read this chapter!

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	the longer i breathe on earth, the more things i have seen, the more adventures i have experienced, the more "roller-coasters" i have rode. new things come into my life. they never stop. they will never leave. i immortalise them in my head. my head is getting BIGGER. it is just getting BIGGER and STRONGER.
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